When was the last time you really wanted (or needed) to say something, but kept quiet? Write a post about what you should’ve said.)
I’m going to make this as precise and truthful as possible.
I know I should wait till situation are normal and things get cooled down. But I haven’t slept well last night and it is difficult for me to sleep well tonight either.
The scenes keep replaying in my head, every argument we had, every stupid thing you and i said. The words keep resounding in my ears, as fresh and brutal as when I heard you or myself utter them.
I don’t think you will ever understand that how much I dislike fighting. Yet half the time we fight. I hate it. Fighting with anyone. It isn’t me, and I can’t forget them. The memories just get permanently stored in my brain.
I don’t know why. I tried. I tried so hard for it to not happen. Maybe you saw it. Maybe you did not. Or maybe you didn’t think it was enough.
I don’t why you insult me every chance you get.
I don’t know why you taunt me every time.
I don’t know what I did or what I said to MAKE YOU HATE ME THIS MUCH!
This message is for you but I wanted to get these things said or written so I could relax a bit.
I tried talking to you so many times as to ask you this. Never you heeded or even acknowledged. So I had to get this mountain of things said this way.
You hate me for some reason you never said.
You take me for granted.
You insult and demean me.
You are biased. Same mistakes from others are easily forgiven and forgotten but if I do the same then it is my intention!
I don’t know how you will react after you read this. Hell I don’t know if you will even read this entirely and comprehend what I just said.
I don’t know what to expect from You after this. Mostly you will call me a desperate loser after this.
Maybe you don’t think the same. Maybe you do.
But I can’t keep up with this constant clashes.
So either you try making things better between us or ..
There are so many things left unsaid here simply because I don’t know how to write them down.)
Let’s see what others have said about this:
No Means No!
Snippet Sunday 25/5/14
#DailyPrompt: Break the Silence
hear ye, hear ye: i support gay parents… (any pretty much all other things “gay”)
Daily Prompt: Break the Silence – What Silence?
Silence Never Broken
What are your superpowers?
Can we be kind all the time? Really?
Thanks For Reading