Inadequate


Daily Prompt:
( Green-Eyed Lady

We all get jealous from time to time — what wakes the green-eyed monster for you?)

Jealousy is relatively easy to talk about. And social networking doesn’t exactly truncate jealousy. The usual things like hanging out, missing out or not having enough money or opportunity does and make almost everyone jealous. And relationships. Definitely.

But I’m not gonna talk about jealousy.

Its not jealousy. No that’s the wrong word.

I compare my life with others. Subconsciously. Autonomously.

Recently I discovered love of having honest conversations with people. Real people. People who would open up and talk about themselves and talk about the things that matter.

And the more I do that, more stories I gather.

People and their stories are amazing. Some climbed to Everest and same people trip a lot. Some stupid people haven’t been to Marine drive even after staying in Mumbai for twenty years. Though I don’t blame them, I know the feeling. Some can’t stop talking about their hometown.

They talk about everything. Family problems. Issues with friends. Professors. And the usual suspects.

People I met on blog are no less. The stories I read here torment the heart, soothe the heart. Make me laugh and make me cry. Some fascinate and some I can’t read more than five words because well I can’t understand what’s been written.

Yesterday when talking about the most embarrassing things which happened to us, I had none. Nada. Zip.
And that’s my usual answer to many things. I have to pick my brains for a long time and most of the times my stories are so puny. So inadequate.

And that’s funny because I basically write stories for hobby! I should be able to voice a past experience as a great story shouldn’t I?

A few years ago this would depress me. Sadden me because I would have felt I haven’t achieved much. Haven’t done anything.

And this is wrong isn’t it? I am supposed to say bravo and wow to their stories ain’t I?

Maybe someday I will stop feeling inadequate when I compare myself to others. But if that happens then I won’t push myself for something new either.

Guess I don’t have the answer to that one.

Let’s see what others have written:

http://jitterygt.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/the-match-part-5-rustys-destination/
http://wangsgard.com/wellness/self-defeating-beliefs-23374/

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

DP Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Dirty Envy

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Green-Eyed Lady

Green-Eyed Lady


http://dailymusing57.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-jealousy/
http://therivermom.com/2014/04/04/reciprocal/

of wickedness


http://thewriteweb.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/wake-up-o-sleeping-stone/
http://mahitravel.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-green-eyed-monster/
http://marthakennedy.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/2635/
http://averildean.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/aces/

NaPoWriMo Day 4: “Smitten”


http://marthakennedy.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/2635-greeneyed-lady/
http://jenndonneo.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady/

Leave Me Free

How do they do it?

Daily Prompt: Green Eyed Lady


http://lifeisgreat0.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/nonsense/

Green All Over (A Poem)

i’m just a jealous guy


http://elementaryverse.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/the-green-eyed-monster/

Green-Eyed Monster

Daily prompt 🙂 Green eyed Lady


http://thatsmyanswer.com/daily-prompt-from-wordpress-hey-o-jealousy/
http://myatheistblog.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady/

Daily Prompt – Green-Eyed Lady

If I Had to Choose One Thing that Makes me Jealous

I’m Jealous of Chris Potter’s Coffee Mates


http://tobyandtimba.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/the-difference-between-cats-and-humans-is-sleep/

#NaPoWriMo2014 “As long as I have words” Day 4


http://agent909.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady-the-path-to-freedom-and-fear/

Daily Prompt: Being Jealous!


http://emotionalfitnesstraining.com/2014/04/04/me-jealous-sadly-yes/
http://hudleyflipside.org/2014/04/04/with-wild-cat-designs-comes-love-passion-and-jealousy/
http://oneeducatorsopinion.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/sometimes-my-eyes-are-just-a-little-more-green-than-usual/

I Don’t Always Get Jealous…….


http://boundariesandedges.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/green-eyed-lady/

NaPoWriMo Day 4 Poem ~~ Jealousy

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Haves vs Have Nots

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Caught in the Act!


http://worldruler007.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady/

Green Eyed Lady

Skinny Selfies

The Game


http://truckerturningwrite.com/2014/04/04/the-emperors-new-clothes/
http://bluejbluej.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/a-big-one/
http://thesalmonyatra.wordpress.com/2012/07/30/wise-words-steve-jobs/

Envy

Oklahoma Rose

Lovers In A Box

Green-Eyed Monster

I Covet No More


http://myauthoritis.wordpress.com/2014/04/04/never-jealousmuch/

Daily prompt: Green’s my favourite colour, but…


http://basicallybeyondbasic.com/2014/04/04/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady/

Short Story: Green-Eyed Lady

Green Eyed Monster

Me and the Money Saver

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady


http://sistasertraline.wordpress.com/2014/04/05/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady-shiny-happy-people/

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady


http://fingerlike.wordpress.com/2014/04/07/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady/

Green-Eyed Lady

of jealousy

WWC: FIFTY


http://fieldofthorns.wordpress.com/2014/04/09/fille-fatale/
http://wangsgard.com/post/self-defeating-beliefs-23374/

Daily Prompt: FIMB


https://twmnk.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/zebras/

Was that Sugarloaf’s only hit?

Competition revs me up: haiku and aspiration


http://clipsandsnippets.com/2015/05/08/a-double-mistake/
https://cakeandconcrete.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/concrete-cakes-dont-get-envious/
https://tombalistreri.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/jealous-guy/

Daily Prompt: Green-Eyed Lady

Envious

Jealousy isn’t Pretty

Green Eyed Lady


https://jennyahlers17.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/jealousy/

DON’T COVET YOUR NEIGHBOR’S ASS

Known..

Wishing for what I can’t have


https://marthakennedy.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/9167/
https://standinginacorner.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/shades-of-envy/
http://aportiaadamsadventure.com/2015/05/08/portias-green-eyed-lady/

Green

Green-Eyed Misery

My jealous little kitty..

Crash and Burn

The lady with semi-green eyes

The blue-eyed Lady


https://yzhengblog.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/jealousy/

HE WISHED HE COULD HAVE DONE THAT!


https://vexingpoint.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/daily-prompt-green-eyed-lady/
http://geekergosum.com/2015/05/08/you-have-it-already-or-green-eyed-lady/
http://theflavoredword.com/2015/05/08/i-have-thunder-thighs-jealous/

Standing Out

Doesn’t Matter


https://rpmas.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/i-cant-afford-resentment/
https://unbolt.wordpress.com/2015/02/16/envy/

my old people

Daily Prompt: Green-eyed Lady – I should not be here

Jealousy


https://robswritings.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/may-8-green-eyed-lady/
https://grieflessons.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/the-dance/
http://angloswiss-cat-chronicles.com/2015/05/08/daily-feline-prompt-green-eyed-feline/
https://dailymusing57.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/the-grass-isnt-always-greener/

Daily Prompt: Things that make me jealous – top five

I, A Go-With-The-Flow Kinda Guy, Don’t Have Enough Passion to be Jealous


https://awordadventure.wordpress.com/2015/05/08/green-eyed-lady-parenthood/

Green-Eyed Lady

Joy Not Jealousy

The Veil


https://luckyestgirlever.wordpress.com/2015/05/09/may-8-green-eyed-lady/
https://bluejbluej.wordpress.com/2015/05/09/dandelions-and-marigolds/

Bird’s-eye View

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