Back in the queue


Daily Prompt
( Back of the Queue

Is there something you’ve always wanted to do, but never got around to starting (an activity, a hobby, or anything else, really)? Tell us about it — and tell us about what’s keeping you from doing it.)

I try. I so try!

When I do something, something I really want to do, something I am really looking forward to, I dive in.

No time for second thoughts, no time for studying the situation. Just dive in headlong. Pure impulse. And I never leave anything behind. I give it my best.

That is something I never got around to change. I don’t know how I’ll do it either. This is me! Impulsive.

Let it anything I end up doing.
Studies.

Friends.

Family.

Work.

Writing now.

And then when I give it so much I expect too much. I am not realistic about it. Not every exam is giving me good grades. Not every friend will always like my habits. Not every time my parents will be happy with what I do.

And not every post will receive great views and likes.( And to think I expect to be freshly pressed!)

That is the second thing. Be realistic. I know I should. But I can’t simply detach myself.

And then there is the favourite archenemy. Whispers in the head. Repeating my past mistakes. Saying I am not good enough. Saying I belong at the back of the queue. And me believing it rather than at me.

Third thing. I really should start believing in myself and my abilities.

Fourth and main thing. Every one of the above leaves me drained. I look and think too much about the future. I ponder too much of my past. I still remember a quote from movie Rang De Basanti

“One leg in the future, one leg in the past. That’s why we are peeing on the present”

That’s what I need to do. Stop peeing on the present. But it is so hard!

Let’s see what others have written:
http://abozdar.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/keeper/
http://abozdar.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/tinker-bells-home/
http://sawyersundries.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/postaday-daily-prompt-5/
http://guthonestfaith.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/preach-it/
http://dragoneystory.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/daily-prompt-life-bucket-list/
http://tuckedintoacorner.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/on-new-things/
http://dragoneystory.wordpress.com/2014/01/29/daily-prompt-write-here-write-now/
http://sbjamestheauthor.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/heres-what-id-really-love-to-get-back-to-doing/
http://randomwritingsofme.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/let-it-shine-through-daily-post/
http://alienorajt.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/stand-up-comedian-thats-me/
http://naziyahmahmood.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/boxing-and-tea-with-muhammad-ali/
http://jitterygt.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/a-toyota-odyssey/
http://bobbeck1600.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/daily-prompt-back-of-the-queue/
http://alanewart.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/back-of-the-queue-the-daily-post/
http://thedespicablehuntress.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/the-daily-post-back-of-the-queue/
http://kartikkotian.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/the-diary/
http://flippyzipflop.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/daily-prompt-back-of-the-queue/
http://fazalabbaswarraich.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/back-of-the-queue-sketching/
http://jaynesdailypost.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/back-of-the-queue/
http://precioussmile04.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/oh-god-please-dont-ask/
http://tombalistreri.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/my-unfulfilled-desire/
http://lovehappynotes.com/2014/06/20/yesterdays-hero/
http://averildean.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/meadow/
A Life to treasure
A better life
http://lovehappynotes.com/2014/06/28/you-are-a-winner/
http://meaningunfolding.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/back-of-the-queue-phd-in-psychology-mindfulness-and-meaning-making-an-existential-analysis-logotherapy/
http://writingpromptsforrookiewriters.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/httpdailypost-wordpress-comdp_promptback-of-the-queue/
http://kansamuse.me/2014/07/01/back-of-the-queue/
Doggie stompin’ on Fear
http://jestpost.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/coding/
http://temporarilyontheshelf.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/407/
http://lovehappynotes.com/2014/07/01/i-believe-in-you/
Where life queue and bucket lists shall meet
http://ramblingonblog.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/martial-arts-and-fear/
http://alotfromlydia.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/why-do-i-live-here-part-ii/
http://nonsmokingladybug.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/me-and-you-2/
http://wangsgard.com/post/backpacking-into-the-wilderness-53318/
Daily Prompt: Back of the Queue – How to be a Failure
http://psibrone.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/right-to-write/
Daily Post: Not so forgotten goals
http://westallhead.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/back-of-the-queue-piano/
http://hooray4rae.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/rock-wall-for-all/
http://awakeanddreaming.org/the-things-i-never-got-around-to/
http://underthemonkeytree.com/2014/07/01/last-on-the-to-do-list/
I CAN’T REMEMBER THE DETAILS
http://risingrave28.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/errr-another-hobby-travel-maybe/
http://grieflessons.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/notoriety/
http://flowersandbreezes.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/never-let-them-go/
http://joantatley.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/colored-pencils-mystery/
http://mjamesjackson.wordpress.com/2014/07/01/getting-started-how-to-keep-going/

Thanks For Reading
Itsmayurremember

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